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2008-04-29T14:40:00.001+08:00

KNN LA...

FUCK YOU!

DIE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!!

movie dae wif dokies!

2008-01-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey hey, u guys out there! u should watch 27 dresses. its a romantic, funny n sweet kinda movie.

i luv it! n i tink my bestie dokies luv it too.

we had so much fun "kekek-ing" during the movie, especially during that "horn" part, rite dokies?

i tink we were the only ones to lol during that part. haha, that's a norm to us.

btw, i was so "suaku" when i entered the grand cathay.

firstly, im shock that they gt a so called usher to show us our seats. impressive! i believe u wont get this in any other cinemas. correct me if im wrong.

secondly, the cinema was such a huge ass, i felt lost just by standing there. hahaha.

thirdly, i think the guy who showed us our seats is CUTE!! right dok??

mak sukeeeeee. waahahhahahahha. *mentel-mode*

dok next time we go there watch movie again can??

mane la tau jumpe that cuteeeee guy again??

muhahahahahahhahahaha. ;D

ok mak lapar. grrrrr.

byeeeee peeps!

outing with the gerek ppl.

2008-01-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

went to watch body no. 19 with the gerek ppl.

wat a boring show la. it was so slow n boring at the start.

i gt confuse somewhere in the middle.

then it became more clear to me towards the end.

too much of visual effects. the ghost looks too fake instead of scary.

and what a shock the show last for about 2 hrs! we watched the 10pm slot.

there we were scrambling ard trying to find a bus home coz it was already about 12plus am when we left PS.

in the end me n fieeda took bus 14 with the rest of the gang to clementi and took a cab home from there.

it cost us freaking 21 bucks! so exp can! sporeans lyk me are gonna be broke just by taking the oh-so-exp-nak-mampos cab!

overall, i had fun la hanging out with the gerek ppl. though i was kinda pissed that the outing to phuture was cancel.

=\

fun fun fun!!

2008-01-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

went for cycling with fieeda and her colleagues - winnie, elanor and fadli - this morning.

gerek nak mampos can!! though we are like dead tired from cycling n pulling the 2 bladers - winnie and fadli - hahaha.

pity them la. somtimes they are just too tired to blade and we will ask them to hang on to our bike's seat and we will cycle n pull them.

i asked winnie to try and hold on to my seat and i'll try to cycle and pull her. skali can la seh. i can cycle n pull her!! wooohoo. what a workout! i can fell all the muscles in my legs are popping out. hahahhaha. as if!

the whole day was nth but FUN!!! winnie, she's like the JOKER of the gang la. so funny seh all the jokes and crazy ideas that she has.

im definitely gonna hang out with them again the next time they ask me out. they are a bunch of gerek ppl. just like my F5. hehehe. :D

cant wait for picsssss from fieed!

tanx alot dokies for inviting me to join u guys!! :D

*mak tak leh sabar to get the psp uh*

wooooot woooooot. lol.

new year!

2008-01-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all my beloved frens!!

a new year, a new beginning.

hope this year will be better than last year.

i definitely wish for more happiness, less stress, more kick ass fun.

cheers to all! (:

goodbye raymond, u're dearly missed. :(

2007-12-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

on tue ard midnite, one of our gd and lovable fren Raymond Koh, passed away.

i cant believe that he left us just like that. its too sudden and it came as a big shock to me n the others.

lisa was the one who called and inform me. i ended up crying. too shocked, too unbelievable.

i rmb Raymond as an active and happy guy. he was always joking ard n nv had a sad face on him.

after graduated form Fuchun sec me, Rachel and Raymond went to TP and at times we went home together after school as the 3 of us stayed in wdls.

we would take 168 home and sometimes hang out at cwp. i would sometimes bump into him in sch and he will be all happy and cheerfully said hi. he was such a nice guy.

Raymond, i just wanna tell u that u're dearly missed and u'll forever be in our memories.

may u rest in peace my dear fren. :'(

new layout! weeeee!

2007-12-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

yay, finally i got a new layout!!

woooohoooo!! such a refreshing look. the old one was getting boring n dead.

hehe. all thanks to fieed who search for this layout and help me out with it.

THANKS a million dokies! i really really appreciate it. its simple, lovely n nice. :)

so excited sehhhh. woooooohoooo!! loving it. hehe.

tmr's gonna be one hell of a gerek day. i cant waitttttt!

kak riesta's wedding!

2007-11-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

work is crazyyyyyyyyyyy, damn crazy today. only god knows. thankfully, i manage to finish up all my task.

below are 2 pics taken at kak riesta's room. we didnt manage to take a pic with her at the "pelamin". sadded ok! so i drag all this makciks up to her room, so that at least we can get a pic with her. rather than nth kan. hehe.

kak riesta is sooooooooooo pretty can. she looks lovely. so happy for her. b4 i left i gave her a big hug again. hehe. kan best kalau ade kakak!

on the other hand im looking forward to the F5's outing on sat. cant wait la ehk! all the kekek-ness, monyet-ness n giler-ness, i loikeeeee!

hehehehe. ;)

its been awhile....

2007-11-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

wow. its been quite a while since i last updated this bored-to-death blog of mine.

well, was too busy with hari raya, work n more work.

plus with the com at home breaking down on us every now n then, updating this dead blog is tough.

since im unable to slp due to overeating, might as well take this rare chance to update.

hari raya was a blast, especially the raya outing with the gerek ppl.

gerek ppl = luffin fits, endless jokes, stomach cramps, monkey faces

yes, we come in a package! arent we the best?! lol.

work is as usual, semakin hari semakin banyak. boleh jadi giler. yes its possible.

anyway, after work today, went to see kak riesta's nikah ceremony. it was so touching when she cried.

i believe she cried out of joy n happiness. :)

she's such a gorgeous bride. pretty n sweet. very very very pretty.

after eating, we waited for her to come over to our table to congratulate her.

and after we took a group pic with the bride n groom, i gave kak riesta a big hug b4 we left.

tmr will be the wedding ceremony which im definitely goin, with my aunt n some other colleagues.

im excited to see the gorgeous bride in her wedding costumes. (confirm jambu!)

i wish u all the happiness in the world n may ur marriage be as successful as it can be.

"SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU" my dear kak riesta!

and that's all for now. dont expect me to update that soon ok. hahhaha.

anyway, im hoping my dearest dokies can help me change my blog's layout. im getting sick of it. i can vomit right away. lol. (a simple one will do dokies..hehe) boleh tak??

nytezzZzzZzz! ;)

i now pronounce u chuck n larry...

2007-10-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

i now pronounce you chuck and larry - a must watch movie!

its really really freaking hilarious la that movie. me n fieed watch it last sun n boy did we have a blast! we kept luffin thru out the movie, well most part of the movie.

especially when that gay guy was bathing n singing n dancing in the shower room. HHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. it was pretty disturbing. O_O

but the movie was quite touching i must say, at a certain point.

watch it, then u'll know. lol.

next on my list: balls of fury!!

woooohooo. :D

oh oh oh and one more thing. this fri the gerek ppl are gonna meet up and buka together.

its for BBB. since he's goin for ns soon. kirekan mcm farewell dinner la gitu.

i dunno if BBB's gonna cry. LOL. i doubt so!

well, whateva the shit that happens we F5 a.k.a the gerek ppl will still be friends forever. *wipes tears away*

HAAAHHAHAHAHA.

eh i mean it ok, although i laugh. heh. :D

disappointed.

2007-09-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

well the outing was canceled coz BBB had some other important matters to attend to.

ofcoz me n fieeda was disappointed. we were looking forward to it. its been donkey and monkey years since we last when to mustafa centre (pardon me for the spelling).

but its ok family comes first rite. so we are cool with it. we were thinking wkdays might be ok too eventhough its after work. still it would be freaking fun la.

fieeda was ok with after work so was i. so i told BBB the shop might close though n he told me that nope mustafa centre closes late.

i thought oh well this is great we can still make it. the reason why we didnt change it to sun instead? fieeda is working on sun.

so it wouldnt be fun for me to go with BBB only. it will be boring without fieeda. 3 makes a great crowd aite.

n no we're not some lesbo shits where everything have to be done together ok!

n as i was fucking fucking tired on fri nite i decided to dive rite into my bed as soon as i reached home. it was 12 plus pm ok. im dead tired from work n to top that following mom ard hunting for bedsheets. n to top on top of that(if u get what i mean) waiting for my aunt at paragon thinking there's a midnight sale goin on at metro paragon.

fuck la. there isnt any ok. shit. they close right on the dot which is 9.30 pm!

so we went on walking ard town aimlessly. n we did visit some shop that participate in the midnight sale. it was a waste of time la. although they were having 20% discount here n there being tired and feeling almost dead is such a lousy feeling when ure shopping.

all i was thinking was to get back home asap shower n slp!!

ok so as i was about to dive in i received a msg. it was from BBB.

boy did that make me wide awake for a sec. he told me n fieed that it was ok, we do not need to accompany him anymore to hunt for his stuff. he fears that we might have a lousy mood after work coz we might be feeling tired n all shits from work. so he decided to go with his best bud on sun.

what did i reply? nothing. i went straight to bed. within less than a min i was in a deep slp. thank god.

am i trying to say something here? yes i am. im trying to be brutally honest. im pissed with BBB. for having such thoughts that me n fieeda will have a lousy mood bla bla bla that shits.

hey for ur info BBB, we are more than happy glad overjoyed to accompany u, ya know that?

its been awhile since we 3 had an outing together. rmb back in sch? we used to hang out just the 3 of us. it was fucking fun wasnt it? me n fieeda thought this was a great idea. but nope. it aint great anymore.

u're probably thinking "why the hell u didnt tell me lulu?" rite? probably. im just guessing here.

well i felt that since uve decided to go with ur best bud i shall not say anything much bout it. just feel pissed n get over it.

but i think its unfair to u. so here i am ranting. it might make me sound as if im petty jealous or wateva u guys call it.

oh well. im done with it. i hope u will have fun BBB. dun mind me being pissy, u go ahead.

i might be label as a bitch after what ive just said; or even a petty bitch. might be, probably.

but i strongly believe we gotta be honest with our feelings. its better that way although it might make a frenship turn sour or a realtionship turn bad, honesty is the best policy.

u might hate me after this BBB but its ok if u do ya know. at least i know deep inside im relieved.

oh well, this has been a fucking "great" one of a hell long entry huh?

its time to sae goodbye.

so, bye n gd night!

sun was a blast!

2007-09-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

its lunch time! i feel kinda slpy so im gonna snooze right after im done with this entry.

basically its bout SUN. boy did we had so much fun. right gang?!

we celebrated fuza's b'dae, which was a belated celebration, and we break fast at Marina Square's food court.

the food was ok but i think the portion was HUGE. i couldnt finish mine n thank god the gang help me out. at least no food was wasted.

after filling up our stomach we went to watson to get some snacks. next: off to esplanade!!

as usual we were slacking. we played charades, chit-chat, took pics n played heart attack.(my fav!!)

overall, we had so much fun n i luv that things turn out well, if nt someone's gonna be dead meat! LOL

this sat me, fieeda n BBB are goin out again.

the purpose: accompany BBB find his Civil Defence stuffs.

but ofcoz we're gonna have more fun rather than hunting for his stuffs, it better be if not someone's gonan be dead meat! hahahaha. *evil evil laugh*

bye im gonna zzZzZzzZZZz.

can't slp! help!

2007-09-23T04:06:00.000+08:00

gosh its freaking 4am! i cant slp! im gonna be a walking panda later on.

this sux. my slping habits still cant change for the better. fuck it.

on a brighter side, jason the king of critics updated his blog!

yayyy at least in this boredtodeath mood, there's something that can keep me entertained!

suddenly im sick of my blog layout. i hope someone can help me with this. *looksatfieeda*

haha. i think fieeda is rolling her eyes when she reads this. ;)

im still using my bro's gf's laptop. and it kinda sux coz i cant uplaod any new song for my blog or any pics.

gosh y is my life so boring. y y y y GOD?

*shutseyefor10secs*

ok enuf of me complaining and grumbling. i better dive in. or start heating up the food for 'sahur'.

see you my dear crazy-ass gerek-nak-mampos kakis!!

<3

bored at work man...

2007-09-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

gosh its so boring rite now.

its lunch time and ive nth to do.

i tot Jason would update his blog but nahh there's no recent entry.

as you know im addicted to his blog, all the humour can make me stay awake.

so im freaking bored. im slpy but i dun wish to slp. i fear that i would not wake up by 2pm. haha!
ok its already 2pm rite now. ppl are not back from lunch and im getting more n more slpy.

zzzz... ZzzzzZzz.. zzZZzZz.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz..

i guess i better start doing my work as much as i dun wish to do so, coz its Friday and its supposed to be a slack day. no?

haha ya rite, as if.

bye! *sulks*

addicted!

2007-09-19T14:03:00.000+08:00

im so addicted.

addicted not to drugs but to a blog which i find it mean and hilarious at the same time.

his name? Jason Pereira. his life is at stake just to make ppl lyk me entertained.

i salute him for that.

im like hook to his blog you know! how??

its been a long time.....

2007-09-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

its getting very dusty... this blog is as good as dead... =\

the reason ive not been online for a very long time is becoz my com at home has passed away..

yup... i tink bout a mth plus or so..

therefore, im stuck at home with no com to use.. well at least the tv is still alive..

been busy at home with the painting and cleaning and more cleaning..

every year when hari raya is getting near, we'll get busy with the cleaning, painting, baking, etc etc.. u shld know the drill..

rite now im using my bro's gf's laptop to blog.. how i wish i could have a laptop of my own...

well, i can always save up slowly, n that will take me a very long time for sure.. haizz... no point sulking any longer..

lately, been busy at work too... i guess every1 is busy.. cant wait for lepak session so i can unwind n take a break from the hectic life..

this sun i hope it will be a blast, it will be the first time this yr, for the gang to break fast together.. n to celebrate fuza's b'dae.. :)

haizzz mom been nagging non-stop.. gotta get back to the chores... so sick of it man...

have a great day peeps! n selamat berpuasa to all muslims out there!!

:)

ps: my beloved gang, i MISS u guys!! hope to see u soon.... <3

national dae SUX!

2007-08-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

it really sucks big time, it does..

national day its not as fun as i thought it would be..

im begging someone out there to do something bout those FUCKING DISGUSTING banglas..

we s'poreans need our space, we need our peace, we need our rights to enjoy our time during celebrations like christmas eve, new year eve, etc..

i dont think i need to explain what happened, u guys out there should know it well by now..

i felt so disgusted the whole time when we were at esplanade.. if i could shoot or kill them i would..

haizz.. im juz feeling very grumpy of what happened today..

i DID NOT have fun and neither did my friends.. that SUCKS ok! grrrrr...

jogging was great! =D

2007-08-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

woohooo.. jogging was great!! i tink my timing was faster this time round..

hope to improve on it n my stamina.. i missed being active in sports.. =\

for the past few wks, my weekly routine has been jogging on tues n aerobics on wed...

im nt doin these activities alone, im exercising with my aunt!! haha..

i luv it that my aunt is keen in all the exercising n stuff.. at least i got someone to accompany me.. =)

tmr will be aerobics........ with fieeda!!! wooohoooo.. cant wait for it.. i hope she will not give up if she cant keep up with the steps, coz it can get a bit confusing if u just join..

im still trying to keep up with some of the steps, but i'll nv let it bother me coz the most important part of exercising is to have FUN!!

so dokies if ure reading this, dun give up k for tmr? i'll be cheering u on.. hehe.. =)

gosh im so hungry n my dinner is not here yet.. where did my parents go..

shopping at sheng shiong for so long?? is there a mega-sale goin on??

what a great wkend!!

2007-08-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

sat was fun!!! went out with fieeda for our retail therapy..

nyahahaha.. i love shopping although i was down with a sickening FLU that day..

we had a termendous time.. although everywhere was pack with ppl...

biase ah tu shopping madness.. singaporeans... *im one of them, haha!*

n w/o me realising, its been 10++ years of me n fieeda being BFFFFFFF..

gosh its that fast huh? well dokies, i appreciate our great friendship and i treasure u lotssss as a BF..

may we be friends till we grow old n have no more teeth!! hehe.. *hugs*

goshh its been a long time...

2007-07-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

yup u are right reeq!! almost a mth.. almost... haha..

well, nth much for me to update seh.. been very occupied with work lately..

so my life now is basically working on the wkdays n slacking at home on the wkends..

i luv my wkends coz its the only time i could wake up late like reallyyyy late n laze ard...

occupying my time watching tv n more tv.. sometimes im even that lazy to go online...

one of the reason is due to my comp being a bi*ch lately.. haha!

sometimes i do meet up wif fieeda after work to do some catching up..

i luv those moments coz we'll definitely have our dosage of laughing-madness w/o fail.. n that certainly make my day.. =)

well im glad that once in a while the F5 do get to meet up n have fun like we always do.. that's nice too at least it makes me feel happy at the end of the day..

im trying to upload pics of my graduation on multiply but something is definitely not right.. that means i cant upload the bangkok pics which is wayyyy overdue.. haha!

i'll try again tmr or some other days.. better get some slp or i'll be a zombie at work..

n i would like to thank reeq n fieed for visiting my almost dead blog every now n then.. maybe they are trying to keep it alive by tagging.. hahaha..

ok nampak sah aku dah ngantok, since dah start bual merepek.. hahahhahahaa....

nytez! luv ya peeps! <3

perm at kw!! =)

2007-07-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

ok, ive finally decided to take the offer..

with effect from today, im working perm at KW..

more stress n more working late for me..

wish me luck!!

hohoho... =)

job offer...

2007-06-28T10:52:00.001+08:00

to take or nt to take?

hmmm...

at work......

2007-06-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

ok, work can be both fun n boring at the same time..

right now its the latter... thats y im blogging! hehehe...

mom kept on askin me to find another job soon...

n nw dad has join the routine too..

they basically wants me to get a job with a better pay n something that's permanent..

oh dear god! i just cant be bothered! im quite ok with the current job, kind of la..

so job-hunting is not on my list for now..

ive been wanting to update the pics of my trip to bangkok but i juz couldnt find the right time to do so...

sooooo dearest frens out there pls be patient wif me, thousands of apologies.. =)

i think this will do for now...

good day my frens!! <3

2007-06-22T09:36:00.000+08:00

everyone is getting on my nerve.

im on the verge of EXPLODING!

but i held back as long as i could.

i dunno hw long more i can last.

im slightly relieved that i gt blogspot to let it all out.

fark.

we will miss u forever Oreo.. =\

2007-05-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

i cant sae much coz im overwhelm wif so many emotions..
Oreo, i hope u are in heaven rite now playing wif ur brother, Oscar..
we are really sad over ur death n we hope u will come n visit us often wif Oscar..
im crying as im typing this n so is mom..
we will miss u n Oscar alot..
u will always be in our prayers n memories..
take care of urself over there n im sorrie if u suffer..
gdbye my beloved one.. im sending u n Oscar my kisses n hugs..
love u my brave n strong boy..
=\

long time since i last blog...

2007-04-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

WOWWW!!! its been a long time since i last update my dusty blog.. kinda busy wif work n stuff till i' ve no time to update..

ok im gonna summarise wat happened in the last few wks.. first thing first i pass my sup paper meaning i've graduated from Temasek Poly!! YAYYYY!!!! *all the hard work..only god knows* secondly, i went to jakarta wif my 2 aunts for holidae.. shopping, walk-walk, eat n eat, etc.. was a wonderful experience.. thirdly, im busy working.. trying to earn as much money as i can from my part-time work.. the reason?? im goin to bangkok ard early june wif my bro, aunt n cousins.. muahahahahha.. i simply cant wait for it.. gonna shop till i really drop.. it will be a first time for me goin to bangkok.. paradise for shopping i heard.. *evil laugh* n oh ya.. will be having my graduation ceremony on 23 may.. kinda excited for it coz it will be a first for me.. but the sian part is that i've got to buy a new pair of office wear... wahhh more money need to be spent.. tml i'll be goin to sch wif the gurls to get the graduation attire.. hopefully there's still my size.. n it will be a big cathcing up session for us gurls after a long time nt seeing each other... hehe..

other than wat i have mentioned above, there's practically nth more to update.. hmm.. till here then.. see ya peeps! tc.. =)

sian..

2007-03-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

results sucky.. freaking bad mood..

but clubbing was fun.. heck it was farking awesome!

but soon it turn out pretty bad...

well... a nite full of fun turns out to be a disaster for me, well for all..

slp overs at fieeda's house for few daes was tremendously FUN...

i wish there was more of such slp overs.. tanx alot dok for everything.. sorrie for all the trouble..

damn im bored to death rite nw.. tml gonna be sucky.. need to go sch for a remedial..

urghhh... wat a boring life!

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

birthdaes celebrations...

2007-03-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

todae had all the march birthdaes celebration at grandma's house.. this time round nt much food la compared to last time.. i tink grandma was kinda tired to cook everything by herself.. but to me it still is alot of food.. there's rice, roti kirai, chicken curry, soup, satay of 3 kinds, ondeh-ondeh, samosa, fried chicken n not forgetting the CAKE!! the cake nv disappoint us.. it was delicious... juz take a look at the amount of fruits... there's so many kinds also!! fruit cake from coffee bean, yummie!!

some pics of the cake.. hehe..

top view =P

side view =P

the 5 names of the march birthdaes =)

top view again =P

great dae..

2007-03-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

its been soooo long since i last update.. been busy wif exams lately n there's nth much to update too.. but i had a great time last sun coz my beloved F5 gave me a surprised for my birthdae wif presents n a cute cake.. totally unexpected la.. i tot the plan was to lepak at esplanade but whu noes they plan a surprised for me.. tanx alot for that guys... it was sooooooo touching n thoughful.. i was so happy n excited can!! haha..

juz nw went out wif my mom n aunt.. my aunt asked me wat i wanted for my birthdae so i told her a black jeans frm topshop plz.. she said ok can.. ape lagi, i was excited la... expensive leh i cant afford it oni thru this birthdae thingy that i can asked for it n get wat i want.. haiyo so terok rite.. very pathetic i noe.. =\ aniwae im very thankful for it n felt blessed too.. some ppl dun even get wat they want on their birthdae.. so im considered lucky la.. *thanks to my aunt lots n lots*

after shopping my aunt treat us for dinner at BREEKS.. omg!! so delicious nak mampos can!! too bad im nt a big eater la.. eat abit oni i damn full n tot i was bout to give birth coz the stomach was feeling overwhelmingly full n i can feel some pain here n there.. so terok, i noe.. can die la.. so i was forcing myself to finish the plate of beef lagsane.. hw i wish i gt bigger stomach la.. nb teng teng so wasted can.. i cant finish my food... luckily oni abit left.. if nt i go toilet puke n come back n finish it up.. haha that one so the bedek la.. i dun even dare to make myself puke.. dun even noe hw.. -__-"

once again i felt so blessed la.. *thanks a million to my aunt again* she's very generous n kind-hearted.. she will make a gd mommy!! im sure of it!! ok, nw im looking forward to this wkend nt sure sat or sun.. coz my beloved grandma gonna throw a party for all the march birthdaes.. gerek la.. can eat eat eat n eat eat eat.. hahahahha... the cake cfm nice one coz my aunt oni believe in delicious n worth the money kinda cake... so i have faith the cake will be a nice n delicious one.... hehehe.. =P

dancefloor madness!!!

2007-02-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

dancefloor was great except for the result show... sfb made it to the top 10 but nt lush... that's sad la coz i was hoping both dee's n amsyar's grp will make it to the top 10... haiya... i voted for both leh!! i had high hopes for them... despite all that, i juz wanna sae CONGRATS to SFB for making it thru.. as for lush, its ok guys keep on trying coz u guys ROX no matter wat.. =)

goshhh life nowadays its lyk.... dull, bored, stress, rushing-madness due to the overwhelming projects that we all have in hand.. demos demos reports reports... mati la!! im worried for all of the projects wondering whether i pass all of it..

ok sch aside... cant wait for the sentosa trip wif my beloved F5... im soooooo looking forward to it coz i wanna release all the stress-madness im feeling... plz plz plz god fast forward the daes if u could for my sake.. plzzzzzzzzzz.. -_____-"""
nytez peeps!!

shoppinggggg.... =))

2007-02-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

juz nw was fun.. went to borders wif fieeda n reeq to buy some stuff there... then we proceed to mark n spencer, window shopping onli.. no money.. haha! as usual, me n fieeda tried on the shoes.. we kept on trying n trying lyk nobody's business... it was fun, we kept luffin n luffin.. next we had our dinner at mos burger.. that's when noni joined us... i ate so fast coz i was super hungry n i miss kakiage rice burger!! i finish first b4 fieeda, shocking!! haha.. *im such a pig.. urghh* after eating, i share some of my interesting stories wif them.. it was hilarious!! we kept luffin n luffin.. but nth against wat we were talkin about.. *my dearest F5 wld noe wat i meant* after all that chit chatting n luffin sickness, we went ard for window shopping..

last stop was Topshop.. omggggg.. me n fieeda was goin crazieeeee... some of the clothings were PRETTY n EYE-CATCHING!! i saw this black pants which i wanted to buy for so long... its the kind with the "M" shape behind it... i luv that kinda cutting!! i wan that black pants plzzzzzz... freaking 89 bucks sia... urghhh!! i wish i had the money... i really luv that pants can!!! ahhhhh... major breakdown due to no-money-to-shop.... T_T

this 2 wks gonna be hell for me.. projects are due n quizzes are coming up.. worst of all, NAPFA is this coming fri~!!! helppppp im so out of shape to do any exercises but at the same time i wanna get GOLD... -____-"" shutdown can....

k la gtg.. need to study for my quiz n prepare for my interview wif the teacher.. ahhhh die die die... wish myself lotsaaaaaaa luck!!

nytez peeps.. muacksssss.. <3

baby aleesha.... =)

2007-01-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

my aunt gave birth to a healthy baby gurl last thur(25.01.07).. she weighs bout 3.8kg.. pretty heavy ya.. hahaha.. she gt very chubby chubby cheeks which is sooooooooo cute can.. and her name is Aleesha.. i tink im gonna call her sha sha in future.. =)

enjoy the pics!!

boring...

2007-01-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

been busy past few days.. lots of projects in hand that needs to be done n complete within next 2 or 3 wks time.. kinda stressful till im lost.. nt all of them i know how to do la.. definitely need all the guidance n help from my team mates.. all the best to myself.. =\

kinda sad that by fri we need to return back the hard disk.. its been our life saviour in sch.. when we are bored we juz need to go to the lab n use the hard disk to surf net, chat, play games, do our work, etc.. now that we have no more hard disk, i wonder how we are goin to cope.. need to find free access lab n all.. so mafan..

u see at times we have lyk 2 or 3 hrs break during sch hrs n its boring juz to sit at the canteen n waste time.. wif the hard disk ard at least we can slack in the lab n surf net, chat, etc while wasting time or even do some sch work.. haiz im gonna miss u hard disk.. =\

its been a long time since i last had my dose of "lepak sessions" wif the gang.. i miss them, i miss the fun n laughters.. hope to have more free time soon so i can meet them up.. heee...

gonna hit the sack.. nytez peeps.. (",)

link..

2007-01-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

and yet another good one.. have a look...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=lMDhYWhvs-c&mode=related&search

ok dae for me..

2007-01-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

found a very good video on youtube.. u may take a look at it at my frenster..

if nt.. juz watch it here...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CcbNgTy0xWI

teenagers lyk us are nv free from troubles which may lead to such thoughts...

i can sae n admit that i do think bout it too.. but i didn't realised hw drastic its affecting our lifes...

finally...

2007-01-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

past few daes have been sucky.. was sick n waiting for recovery.. the fever was mad.. one moment its gone n the next moment it came back.. the flu isn't any better.. its taking way too long to recover.. having block nose the whole time, its hard to breathe properly.. n wat make it worst is the pain in my head n the drowsiness due to the medicine..

thank god that todae its better.. woke up feeling ok, juz having block nose.. i was afraid that i would nt recover frm the fever as i had to work.. as for work, seems ok todae as the crowd is nt as bad as last wk..

im excited becoz DANCEFLOOR is coming soon!! that is SUNDAY which is TOMORROW!!! cant wait to watch it.. i luv watching people whu dance well.. i admire them coz i luv dancing but sadly i cant dance.. hoping to pick up the skill..

thats for nw, tc peeps... =)

sickkkkk.. urgh~

2007-01-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

went to sch n nt feeling too well.. by the end of the dae it was worst.. felt totally unwell.. went home straight.. the moment i reached home i put my bag down n dive into bed.. slpt for few hrs n my mom woke me up for dinner.. she cook for me instant porridge.. no appetite to eat coz i cant taste anitin that i ate n that sux.. but forced myself to eat until i was full.. hate eating med.. but no choice die die muz eat or else i'll die at sch tmr.. juz took my temperature n its 38 degrees.. wow so exciting, not! k i better hit the sack, kinda feel abit groggy already..

nitez my dearest peeps.. sweet dreams...

byeee.. <3

haizzz..

2007-01-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

wat a dae... a bad start to the wk... im quite contented wif life but im nt contented wif my studies.. things aren't goin well.. teachers are concerned, so am i.. but at the end of the dae i couldn't do much but cry.. coz its a sudden blow to me.. n i cant take it.. im so useless.. everytime i cant take it n feel lyk the world is crashing down on me, i cry.. lyk as if it helps... cried in the bus otw to the gang's sch.. cried till i fall aslp.. too tired, of everything.. im trying hard here but if things dun go well, i have to do sumtin bout it.. i dunno y things have to be this hard.. its really lyk a rollercoaster ride... n its way too fast...

haizzz....

='(

almost black out...

2007-01-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

todae started working after so longgggggggggg MIA from work.. no la actually had a mth off frm work due to hari raya n continue wif my off till last wk.. been busy wif sch stuffs lor.. hopefully can cope juz by working one of the wkends.. i need the money aniwae, so no choice..

the stupid thing is i almost fainted at work.. it was a busy dae n i was trying to cope after nt working for so long n i forget everything sia.. was busy making ice tea n out of a sudden i felt the "fainting feeling".. its lyk my ears felt there's cold air coming out, things look blurry n cant breathe properly.. so immediately i kneel down n called my mngr..

haizz y do i owaes have to trouble them due to this stupid always-felt-lyk-fainting thingy.. i dunno y im so weak la.. i dun even felt hungry or wat la.. suddenly juz felt lyk fainting.. paiseh ok... haizz.. cfm the staffs think that im such a freaking "lembek" gurl.. so problematic.. n i hate to eat meds la.. =
tank god i felt better after resting for awhile n continue working.. so paiseh make them more busy wif 1 crew down.. hope this wont happen again though i cant gurantee it.. =
k la thats all for nw.. tc peeps.. bye~

fun dae...

2007-01-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

todae was fun.. after Viva2 presentation, went to the lab n slack wif my classmates.. ate lotsa junk food.. dunno hw many times i went to the canteen.. *paiseh*

went for career fair wif ming, meow n jas.. it was sumtin new for me.. so many jobs to choose from but too little time to think bout it.. we went there quite late la..

tot of joining those air-stewardess kinda job.. but nt really sure la.. juz tinkin bout it.. sounds fun and interesting.. hehe..

after that went for dinner wif them n darren.. ate at KFC.. todae really too much of junk food.. die la.. cfm gain alot of weight sia!!
-_____-"

then pak join us to slack for awhile.. n he drive us to tamp int when its time to head back home.. so nice of him.. tanx pak! =)

ok kinda slpy already.. need my longggg hrs of slp... sooo tired.. nytez peeps!

phewwww...

2007-01-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

wow.. at last im done wif the wireless ppt.. nwadays lotsa project to do n lotsa presentations.. haizz.. for the past few days, ive been slping for few hrs oni... im sooooooooo slpy... i need my longggggg hrs of slp soon, lyk very soon! or else im gonna drop dead on the street... hahaha..

im very worried for my studies.. i wanna graduate badly but im scared i wont be able to do so coz of some reasons.. haizzz... dunno hw many times ive sigh this sem.. im juz hoping that i can cope wif my studies n go through this phase of my life without giving up..

*dear god, plz give me the strength that i need, all of it...*

ok.. gotta go for lecture.. tc peeps! =)

mixed emotions...

2007-01-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

met up wif the gang after sch.. hang out at our normal spot.. i felt much better after all that crapping, talking n luffing.. felt much lighter inside.. the gang is my source of happiness la.. love u guys to bits n pieces.. :D

after slacking went for window shopping at tm n cs.. fun sia.. tried shoes on, huggies wif soft toys, took dozens of pictures, played some kiddy games, eat ice-cream, survey some clothings, etc... we did lotsa fun things at the cost of nothing.. pure fun, pure frenship.. my life is on a roller coaster for nw n im grateful that i can turn to the gang for any comfort or happiness or even supports or encouragement..

frenship will last, i believe, if we keep the sparks goin... im sure we will still be frenz 10 or even 20 years down the road.. wanna noe y? coz we owaes make it a point to meet up at every oppurtunity that we have.. we still do have our own personel life, but we nv ever forget this F5 life of ours..

i cant wait to see wat the future holds for us.. i hope it will be sumtin great, sumtin that will last in my memory..

cheers to our frenship~ :D

so bored in sch...

2007-01-08T12:26:00.000+08:00

haizz todae so sian... went for class at 9am.. n ard 11am went for lunch wif shirley.. supposed to attend a lecture at 12pm but ive gt no mood to go la.. so i skip! slacking wif shirley in the lab, surf net n chit chat.. n im waiting for time to pass, gt 1 more lesson to go.. 1pm-4pm.. damn! such a long lab sia.. hate it la.. no fren there.. sit down do work lyk gong gong.. n im nt feeling too gd either.. no im nt sick.. im juz feeling damn lousy.. no idea y la.. im asking myself n i tot i noe y but i dunno y but then i tink again n i noe y..

confusing? very.... freaking brain wont stop tinking bout stuffs...

arghhhhh!! i cant wait for sch to end!!!

plz god, make the next 3hrs of my life pass as quickly as possible... being alone in the lab doesn't help ok... make me feel worst la.. tanx in advance incase u answer my prayer..

='(

sadded...

2007-01-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

k nw i feel moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee n moreeeeeeeeeee sad... over sumtin...

stupid la... so sensitive for wat rite?

i dunno man.. i dunno...

#$%^@%&$%&%^&*%

lepak session wif the gang..

2007-01-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

todae nth much goin on.. hang out wif the gang at wdls.. do our normal stuff...

kinda feel abit sad which i dunno y.. but i tink i noe y juz that i choose nt to noe y..

its complicated la.. nt worth saying so much bout it.. gurls are afterall weird creatures..

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

thats wat im feeling inside...

so bored la.. n being bored doesn't help at all.. it makes u tink deeper which makes u go crazy..

n im crazy nw.. hohoho...

k la thats all.. bye peeps!

=\

movie wif gr..

2007-01-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

watched a movie wif gr juz nw n it was ok la.. partly crap, partly scarie, partly farnie.. wat movie? spirit of the victim..

tanx for coming down despite being sick.. eventhough u're sick u still can crap lyk nobody's business.. hands down man.. hahaha!

slpt lyk a dead pig on the way back home in the mrt.. when i woke up it was at admiralty, next stop was wdls!! haha i felt lyk i slpt for hrs!! guess i was tired..

tml will be working after such a longggggggg time disappearing.. mths i guess.. lolz.. im sooo lazy to work la.. i wanna rest n slp at home for as long as i want but i've gt no choice... its juz sucky..

damn.. =\

k nytez peeps! byeeee..

a sad dae that turn out happy..

2007-01-05T02:02:00.000+08:00

sch for todae was rather gloomy.. a certain subject that i've been struggling for quite awhile totally breaks me apart early in the morning.. was crying thru the lesson coz i totally lost it.. didnt really knew wat happen to me but i tink its called "breakdown".. went to the toilet n continued sobbing coz i felt that all i could do at that point of time was to cry.. yup, i know that sounds useless n pathetic.. but i was really feeling down n shitty...

felt abit better in the afternoon.. but in the evening i felt even much better after the dinner n all that walking n talking.. had fun todae n met some new frenz.. n i muz sae at the end of the dae no more sadness no more stressed up.. felt totally happy n thankful.. i wish for more of these happy moments.. but that cant be guranteed, definitely.. it all depends on how tragic my life can be..

*i hope n pray wif the hectic schedule for tml, i wont breakdown again.. u have to be strong Lulu, u juz have to..*

(oh ya! that guy whom i saw performing at cineleisure on countdown was indeed the guy frm tp.. hahaha, wat a small world!)

great dae, i truly enjoy it...

2007-01-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

todae was quite slack for sch.. started at 8am, netsec lab.. gt back term test paper.. did quite ok.. n it was supposed to end at 10am but ard 8.30am the lecturer let us go.. quite bored since my lecture is at 10am.. so had b'fast wif zh.. after b'fast, went to the lab to rest awhile n off i went for my 2 lectures.. ended ard 12pm.. damn slack, n im luvin it(juz for todae lor)... no stressing up over stuff..

since i was bored lyk hell, decided to meet ken for a chat over some stuff.. met him at bugis n followed him to change some stuff.. so we chated, walk ard bugis n tot of watching a movie at ps.. headed to ps n after viewing all the timeslots, we decided nt to watch since he's meeting his fren ard 5pm.. instead we went to the arcade to play photohunt.. it was fun! n i was straining my eyes to search for the differences in the pictures.. hahaha.. after that we had waffers wif ice-cream n syrup as topping at gelare... delicious!!! but after eating too much of all the chocalate ice-cream n chocolate syrup i was kinda giddy ya know.. haha! weird me.. done wif eating n we walked to somerset.. followed him to the bank first n we went our seperate ways after that..

tanx alot for treating me to the waffer n the games.. it was nice of u(thou u dont need to).. n i appreciate it.. hope it gets better on ur side.. =)

happie new year...

2007-01-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

first of all i would like to wish all of u out there, a belated HAPPY NEW YEAR!! was quite tired n lazy to update.. hehe

countdown was great!! minus the banglas... stupid siak.. kpo kpo onli... such an eyesore la... watched shirley performed at cineleisure n had my countdown there wif the gang.. the dance performances was POWER la.. especially LUSH... admire them sia! after countdown, the dj started spinning.. all the songs were great.. we started to dance a little when we noticed all the stupid idiotic banglas were taking over the place, dancing lyk donkeys... dominating the whole area siak!! totally spoiled our mood..

so we head over to naughty gurl.. a club that i nv heard of b4.. it was all unplanned... tanx to shira n the bf we got in without much of a prob.. haha all of us were underaged siak!! first time clubbing i muz sae wat an xperienced!! FUN.. but i dunno hw to dance la.. anyhw onli.. hahaha..

n nw im kinda addictive to it la.. wish to club again SOON!! hahaha..

damn tml sch starts... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... can i dun go.. plz??? T____T

k thats all for now... nytez peeps! =)

i luv u guysss!!

2006-12-30T02:28:00.000+08:00

friends are ur pillar of strength..

friends are ur laughing "kakis"..

friends are ur moral supports..

friends are ur helping hands..

friends are ur everything..

friends are forever till eternity..

*luv the endless fun we owaes share..luv u guys loadsss..*

<3<3<3<3<3

BBQ PIT!!

2006-12-26T12:58:00.000+08:00

on friday, 22.12.06, went for fieeda's class's BBQ pit... it was superb!! we had lotsa fun, full of laughters, chilling out was great, sing-along-session was great too, the bbq food was yummy n to sum it all up it was GEREK la... wooohooo... tanx alot guys for inviting me.. i had FUN FUN FUN!!

we overnite till the next dae.. me, fieeda n reeq didn't slp at all.. we stayed up all nite all dae.. n by the time i reached home on sat ard evening, i was DEAD tired... i slpt frm 7pm till the next dae 9am.. abt 14hrs of slp n im still DEAD tired.. nt enuf leh... i need moreeee slp.. hehehe..

on sunday, 24.12.06, went wif fieeda, noni n syahmi for kendarat... fuyooo... my arms were as heavy as a big gigantic rock! feeling soars all over my body n especially my arms.. when i lift up my hand it was so damn painful n heavy too... the cramps i felt cant be described... lyk duff duff u noe... (i tink its because during the pit i was weightlifting!) hahaha... :D

on monday, 25.12.06, its christmas!! n its also my grandparents anniversary.. the nite before my mom n aunts were busy making some food for the celebration... when i reached my grandparents' house i was shocked la.. sooooo many food sia! my aunts ordered roasted beef, roasted lamb, satays, pizzas.. (despite the food that they had made n brought over) n there's lyk meat rolls, pies, jellies, fruit punch, soups n much more which i dun even noe wat else is there...

shocking rite? so many food lyk as if never eat for 1000 days... so we ate n ate n ard evening we watched happy feet on DVD together... after watching, we felt hungry.. n thank god for giving us a thoughtful n GEREK grandma, she cooked for us fried rice seh, while we were watching happy feet coz she knew that we would feel hungry again... touching sehhh!! so we started to eat n soon i saw the rice was finished! hahaha.. fast n furious... hungry lyk never eat for 1000 days.. overall, christmas was FUN n GEREK... gt soooo many food to eat n had fun over at my grandparents' place..

been having on n off flu lately.. but this time it is staying for gd... :(
sneezing non-stop n suddenly blocked nose.. urghhh hate it hate it hate it!!!
n y'dae out of a sudden, fever attacked!!
fever + flu... who would lyk that.. tell me? :(

*i would lyk to thank pak wan for driving me home for the past few days.. i appreciate it lots!! n tanx to fieeda tan too for allowing pak wan to drive me home... gerek punya BESTIE!! :) puas hati ah.... ishh did i juz sae puas hati ah? ish ish!! hahahaha*

a day at escape theme park...

2006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

yayyyy!! finally, the exams are over.... soooo happy seh... =D

todae me n gang went to escape theme park..

fuyooooooooo... FUN FUN FUN~!!

at first when we arrived there it was scorching hot... everyone was sweating lyk pigs..

and we started to stink due to the overwhelming sweating.. LOL!

we arrived there ard 2pm n played all the way non-stop till 8pm..

taking full advantage of the discount yo!

hahaha... it was sooo enjoyable and damn it was sooooo shiok to go wif ur frenz....

all the crazyness, laughters and nervousness we share.. priceless!

the rides are fun and thrilling but i enjoyed playing GO-KART the most despite the longgg queue....

my ultimate fav ah!! vroom vroom vrooooooooom~~~

most probably goin there again on sun wif another fren.. HOHO!! =D

that's all for now.. see ya peeps....

(escape theme park, very happening yo! ;P)

my loveeee...

2006-12-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

Current FAV song: Justin Timberlake - My Love

Ain't no other woman that could take your spot

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)
If I told you, you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me would you?)
Well baby, I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you (say I do)

[Bridge:]
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting on the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be...

[Chorus x2]
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no another woman that could take your spot

Now if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile at every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell me would you?)
See, what's the point in waiting anymore
Cuz girl, I never been more sure (that baby, it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you've been waiting for (just say it, I do)

[Bridge:]
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting on the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be...

[Chorus x2]
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no another woman that could take your spot

[TI:]
Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
Still has fans from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan
But if you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause the girls real wild throw they hands up high
When they wanna come and kick it wit a stand up guy
You don't really wanna let the chance go by
Cause you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
France so fly I can go fly

Private, cause I handle my B-I
They call me candle guy, simply because I am on fire
I hate to have to cancel my vacation so you can't deny
I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try
You don't come, I ain't gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can't go why?
Me and you boyfriend we ain't no tie
You say you wanna kick it, when i aint so high
Well baby, its obvious that I ain't your guy
I ain't goin lie, I feel your space
But forget your face, I swear I will
St. Barths, Anguilla, anywhere I chill
Just bring wit me a pair, I will

[Bridge:]
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting on the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be...

[Chorus x2:]
My love (looove)
My love (looove)
My love (looove)
Ain't no another woman that could take your spot

shopping wif MOM!!

2006-12-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

went out for shopping wif mom around evening... so long nv shop wif her liao... went to city hall first to buy my black jeans... wanted to buy it for so long.. at last i bought it! walk ard for awhile n mom saw this shop having 50% off for almost everything.. went inside n saw a t-shirt that attracted my attention.. when i saw it, i immediately knew that i was going to buy it... black in colour wif white n pink prints all over the front... perfect! 40bucks down to 20bucks.. ok la worth it since its RUSTY!

next, we went to somerset... walk ard john little since they were having 15% off.. i was finding for some undergarments n saw looney toons box-short for ladies having offer at buy 3 get 1 free for only 15 bucks.. futhermore, there's still 15% off to it.. cheap cheap!! i immediately decided to buy it.. hahahahaha...

after that we went to paragon to buy coffee bean's pure chocolate... my all time favourite!! while im buying it mom walk ard paragon's metro first... later on we went to the basement to find some of mom's decor items at astoria.. so disappointed, the picture frames that she wanted to buy didn't have anymore stocks left.. the ones left were hanging in the shop.. they were nt in gd condition, chipings here n there.. nt worth it..

so we decided to go over takashimaya to have a look at the other outlet... n to our delight, the shop do have new stocks.. the lady took out all of it n showed my mom.. so we chose n chose till mom's satisfied wif her choices.. at last, we managed to get it.. mom was happy coz i paid 2/3 of it.. haha.. -___-""

lastly, we went to lucky plaza for dinner.. by that time it was ard 10pm... most of the food outlets were closed.. no other choices except for fast food.. went to mac for a set of mc spicy meal.. me n mom share it as i was not hungry..

went home straight after that... as usual, the mrt was pack wif people... even the shopping malls n streets too.. i guess its wkend afterall... people are heading out to chill n have fun...

ok peeps.. thats all for now... nitey nytez! *muacks* ;)

SHOPPING!!

2006-11-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

todae was great... tremendously fun...

although it was juz for a short while i had a blast wif fieeda...

hehe.. another round on sat babe?

im sure its gonna be double the fun... hohoho!!

urghhhhh... this wk is pack wif quizzes n assignments... (iHATE!)

i wish sum1 would take me to another dimension for this moment..

n send me back once everything is settle down...

ya right, wishful thinking LULU!!

*yawwnnn* ok peeps, its time for dive-onto-the-bed-n-snort mode...

zZZzsnortzZZZzsnortZZzzz

fun dae wif the F5...

2006-11-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

todae the F5 minus reeq went to vivo city... gerek sia.... the place is huge... n i love the 3rd storey... open space lyk that.. can slack ard uh... fun place to go... its lyk the "in" thing nw ah.. all flock to vivo city.. so many ppl lor..

anddddd i saw CANDY EMPIRE.. big siaaa... very big!! O.O i saw lotsa candies n chocs... ahhhhh so sad la... i nv go in... reach vivo city straight away eat at superdog wif fieeda... too hungry liao.. i noe la sounds lyk pig rite... oink oink!! then after our meal me n fieeda urgently need the toilet... siak ah.. walk round n round at b2 finding for it... cannot find ah!! -__-"" stupid seh... then saw fuzza n we decided to go to the 3rd floor's toilet instead..

hahaha farnie uh wanna find toilet punye la difficult!! then we slack at 3rd storey.. play card n chit chat.. normal stuff... me fieeda n fuzza played at the arcade for awhile... car racing... haha fun seh... when we were bout to leave i told fieeda that i wanted to go down again juz to see if the candy empire is still open... but too bad uh close liao... 10.30pm already, ofcoz close la.. stupid me.. T_T sadded ok!! nvm next time die die muz go candy empire first thing when i reach there...

but i was happy for a moment when me n fieeda bought a scoop of SUPER DUPER FANTASTIC LIP-SMACKING THROAT-BANGING BRAIN-SHOCKING DELICOUS TO THE MAX ice-cream.. one scoop $3.20 siak... expensive but worth my money.... next time me n fieeda most probably gonna buy it again... coz its too POWER uh... hahahahhahaha...

overall had a fun day todae... hope to go there again n spent time on window-shopping instead.. can sum1 supply me some money?? so i can shop there?? lyk about $4574584536... that will be enuf... thank you!! =)

WOW!!

2006-11-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhh its been soooooooo long since i last updated my blog!!

very dusty need some cleaning up.. hahaha -__-"

was busy wif work, busy wif hari raya preparations, busy with hari raya celebrations n now busy with sch..

that said it all... hectic life... not much time for myself..

the most memorable thing is the hari raya celebrations wif F5 n gang...

it was sooooo much FUN!!! we started visiting each other's house ard 4pm and ended ard 5am..

yes!! 5am in the morning.... wth soooo tiring... but WORTH IT ok!!

recently not much things happened..

as usual busy wif sch.... having "lepak sessions" wif the gang.. basic stuff la...

think thats bout all for now... i'll upload the hari raya pics on my multiply soon.... i noe im lyk slowwww la... bear wif me pls... hahaha

have fun my dear frens... =)

REBOND!!! =)

2006-10-21T03:33:00.000+08:00

been busy working lately.. no time to update.. hehe..

todae went out wif fieeda, fareeq n noni to do some "changes" to our hair..

dun quite lyk my fringe.. retarded lyk that... =\

fieeda's hair is nice.. so is noni's.. n for fareeq.. he looks much neater nw.. i tink its better la..

tokin bout fareeq... he's a freaking LUCKY guy!!

he lost his hp in the morning, on the way to sch, in the bus..

the whole time during our meet up, he sulk n sulk... till his man ***** sag... oopsss!!

n a miracle happened... when we were slacking at mac eating ice cream, a lady sms fieeda asking whether did she lost a hp..

ofcuz immediately we knew she was referring to fareeq...

therefore, we met the lady at aljunied to collect the hp..

she's a foreigner i tink.. an angel send from heaven!!

tanx alot to her man... nowadays, its hard to get back wat u lost... especially hp or wallet/purse...

fareeq.. u need to repent RITE NOW!! hahaha... damn lucky guy... jealous ah siak!!

aniwae, hari raya is juz ard the corner.. quite excited but VERY tired uh...

been slping late, busy making the cookies... even went to work the next dae despite the LACK of slp..

damn i need to get lyk 9462347257hrs of slp...

that's all for now.. nitey nite peeps!! =))

lotsss to update...

2006-10-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

1 wk nv update... too busy... here it goes.........

last wk..

tue-sat: busy working... no time to blog, was too tired ah..

sun: went out wif the gang to "break fast" outside.. we ate at MAC.. after that walk to esplanade n slack there till late.. was such an enjoyable dae for us.. ;)

ok for this wk...

mon: first stop, tanjong pagar. fieeda accompany me there to collect some stuff.. second stop, bugis. we went there for some shopping.. it was soooo heaty.. third stop, far east plaza. we were there to survey some saloons.. regarding our rebonding.. fourth stop, plaza singapura. it was the last stop for us.. "break fast" at MOS burger.. had a chit chat session wif fieeda there n after eating we did some window shopping.. the best part was at Mark n Spencer.. had a big luff bout some "stuff" there.. i tink we were quite loud n noisy.. but whu cares? outings wif ur bestie requires LOTSS n LOTSS of luffing in order to spice it up.. hahahahahha!!! *winks to dokies*

tue-wed: busy working... wat else...

ok thats all for now.. fuhh.. at last im done... hehe =)

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul

2006-10-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.

And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.

I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.

You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love was always on my mind.

You've been there from the start for me.

And your loves always been true as can be.

I give my heart to you.

I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love was always on my mind.

You've been there from the start for me.

And your loves always been true as can be.

I give my heart to you.

I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.

I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

upload of Hong Kong pics!!

2006-10-03T03:22:00.000+08:00

ok ppl.... finally... i've managed to upload all of the pics for my Hong Kong trip on multiply!!

sorrie for the lateeeeeee upload.. ^^

the link for my multiply is on the right side..

slacking for the wkends...

2006-10-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

Did nth but slack at home on sun.. played maple abit n watched naruto n bleach... hmm nth else to update.. juz wanna show u guys some pics.. hehe..

This is Nova, from the anime Bleach. He's always wearing the head gear n we hardly can see his face except his eyes. On this episode, Nova was hurt and his head gear slightly came off, n it exposed his hair abit. Haha, wateva it is i tink he's cool n cute!! =))

Naruto n Gang, from the anime Naruto. I luv this pic. It shows the whole gang, n their face look fierce n determined at the same time. Something that is rare, coz normally we wont be able to see the whole gang standing lyk this as a team.

A pic from maple story, the game me, fieeda n fareeq played. I was at the FM browsing thru each room when suddenly it was raining balls. HAHA!! Another rare sight.

Okie thats all for nw! Hope u guys enjoy the pics.. ;)

"breaking fast" wif the gang cum buying of Fuzza's prezzie..

2006-10-01T01:28:00.000+08:00

todae went out wif F5 n gang to buy prezzie for Fuzza's belated birthdae..

after we bought the prezzie, went to haig road to "chop" some seats for breaking fast..

quite alot of people already "chop" their seats... tsk tsk those ppl soooo early seh..
we are lucky that we are nt too late.. if nt, cfm no seats!!

after eating, went for a walk ard that area...

felt tired later on n decided to "lepak" at sing post area...

continued to walk again after that... rounding here n there..

n finally ard 11pm, everyone was already tired...

goooo home time... haha!

overall, a tiring n fun dae... =))

Hady Mirza Our Singapore Idol 2 Winner!!!

2006-09-28T00:33:00.001+08:00

been busy working last few daes.. did nt managed to update bout SI result show on mon...

went there wif fieeda to the indoor stadium as she managed to get last min tix... it was sooooo much fun... i would consider our seats as the best seat... wanna noe y? coz we were sitting in the center part of the indoor stadium and at the BLUE side!!! which is HADY's side!!! woaaahhh wat a surprised me n fieeda got...

we were really worried that our seats were gonna be at JON's side... if that really happens... i tink i will sulk all the way... hahaha... n tank god we planned to wore blue shirt... hehehe.. planning helps ya!! ;)

i shouted lyk as if my wateva organs in my body was gonna spill out.. ermm, ok, sounds gross.. basically, i shouted till my throat hurts n was abit soar afterwards.. but it was ok the next dae.. viewing the show live is MUCH better than on TV.. seriously la.. im nt trying to boast here ok!!

the singing sounds better there... the "behind the scene during commercial break" was sooo fun.. the atmosphere was AMAZING.. even if u're a quiet person i tink u would have shouted n cheer along too.. its really cool!! they have cheers going on n on n on n on.. Gurmit & Dan continuously reminded us to screammmm, get wild n be crazy to show the audience at home that we were having fun n its happening over there!!

indeed it was happening over there... we were all grooving to each songs, wave our flags, clap the pong bongs till they were "pancet", shouting lyk every few secs n busy cheering for our idol...

the best part was when Gurmit announced "Your Singapore Idol isssssssss HADY MIRZA!!!!"... me n fieeda shouted lyk mad n i stood on the chair continuing to shout n cheer for HADY.. it happens suddenly n i tink its due to overwhelming excitement that i was feeling..!! haha.. i felt satisfied, happy, proud n relieved over the result n soon after, i get down from that chair.. hahaha.. so paiseh sia!! but its all in the name of fun...

Congrats to HADY MIRZA once again upon winning the title.. u definitely did us PROUD!! =))

SINGAPORE IDOL!!!

2006-09-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

yayness!!

fieeda gt extra tix for SI live at indoor stadium for todae...

THE RESULT SHOW!!

omg omg omg... excited sia.. first time mah... hahaha

hope our seats is a gd one... if not pfft! im gonna kill ppl ard me..

hahaha juz jk!!

ok ah.. im gonna fry sum nuggets n hotdogs for my "buka puasa" at the indoor stadium..

woooshhh...

i want HADY to win... *yells lyk tarzan*

singapore idol.......

2006-09-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

i hope HADY win!!!!!

period.

woooshh...

2006-09-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

todae at work is such a tiring dae...

sooooo busy + huge crowd...

i tink its bcoz the s'pore idol autograph session was held at cwp..

if i could faint there i would...

but i decided to stay strong.. bear wif all the crappy n fussy customers...

wat a huge relieve when i could finally go home!! hehe..

juz changed my blog skin n layout y'dae...

all tanx to fieeda the pro... she really did a superb job...

im loving it... hehe =)) tanx a million dokies!!

as for my holidae in hong kong pics, i'll uplaod it some time next wk..

the shop did'nt process all the pics into the cd..

my aunt told me when she checked the cd(which my aunt wanted to give me), nt all the pics that was taken is in it..

haizz.. so stupid... now i have to wait longer for the pics as my aunt re-check wif the shop..

wif effect from tmr morning, all Muslims will begin the fasting month..

so to all Muslims out there "Selamat berpuasa!!"

=))

this is it!!

2006-09-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

in few hrs time i'll be flying off to HK!!

ard 5am i got to get up n get ready..

flight is at 8am...

so early sia but for holidae sake anitin oso can...

hahaha...

fieeda, plz take care ok... dun let the matter pull u down n be miserable.. be strong!!

enjoy ur holidaes lyk u shld!!

my dearest F5, plz take care too...

im sooooo gonna miss u guys!!

byeeee peeps...

=)

very very very tired....

2006-09-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

been busy working from sat till todae...

finally tml i get to rest...

i need my long hrs of slp too..

on fri i will be leaving for Hong Kong ard 8am, n will be back on tue..

going there for a holiday wif my aunt...

im feeling excited n nervous at the same time...

excited that its the first time im going sumwhere out of m'sia..

nervous coz its my first time taking a plane.. haha!

hope to enjoy my time there n leave all my worries/troubles/unhappiness behind..

during my holidaes i wish to:

- work as and when i can to earn $$$
- go for some swimming sessions wif lisa
- hang out wif my beloved F5
- start exercising wif F5 @ gym
- do sumtin wif my spoiled hair =(

a walk to remember...

2006-09-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

"love is always patient and kind

it is never jealous

love is never boastful nor conceited

it is never rude or selfish

it does not take offence and it is not resentful

love takes no pleasure in other people's sins

but delights in the truth

it is always ready

to excuse to trust to hope to endure

whatever comes"
.

im missing that someone out there

fun dae!

2006-09-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

woke up early.. went to sch...

ard 4plus meet fieeda, reeq, noni at cwp..

walk abit then had our meal at banquet..

wat's a "lepak session" without any luffters rite??

that's our normal routine n we had a great time!!

luffing here n there lyk mad while waiting for syami n wan to arrived at our usual spot...

then it starts to rain... thunder n lightining here n there...

once we were busy luffing n out of a sudden this lightning juz boom on us...

noni gt shocked n hug fieeda... i gt shocked n hug noni..

reeq was too shocked to hug any1 ard so he juz stood there..

hahaha... i dunno y we started to luff after that...

then follow wan to banquet for his meal...

n he bomb us wif all his riddles which we had a blast luffing at...

some of it were crappy n some of it were farnie...

most farnie one is the "bra" riddle...

hahahahahaha... i noe, u noe, we noe.. *wink*

i luv todae... =))

i miss oscar.......

2006-09-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

on wed i dreamt of Oscar(that dae was 1 mnth since he passed away)..

the scenario was like this.........

Oreo was running in the hall.. suddenly, out of nowhere Oscar was beside him...

they sat side by side... when i saw Oscar, i was shocked...

i said to him "Oscar! You came back!" n i stroke his head....

i woke up after that...

i told my mom bout it n she too had a dream of Oscar...

but the sad thing is.... her dream about Oscar is scarie.. i dun even wish to talk bout it..

haizz.. im missing Oscar now.. ='(

ohhh soooo bored!

2006-09-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

wow! its been quite awhile since i last update...

actually been very busy with my project n stuff..

haiz.. so sad.. by right on fri was the last dae of my attachment...

yup my holidaes starts on mon!! but NOOOOOOOOO....

need to come back next wk.. to finish up the project..

haizz.... sad sia... damn ah im so sick of sch!

there's alot of things that i want to mention here..

but nahhh.. im too lazy to type out wat happened for the wk..

well, as for todae went to a b'dae party of my aunt, my grandpa n my cousin...

siak ah.. 3-in-1 seh.... power rite!!

there's lotsa food to eat but i didnt taste all of it.. no appetite ah, nt feeling too well...

i guess my grandma luvs to cook for such event..

i tink for her its a must to celebrate all of our birthdaes.. its lyk a family tradition la..

well... wat can i sae? i gt such a cool n caring GRANDMA!! (nenek, u're the best ah!)

luckily my mom brought back some of the food for me... shall eat it for lunch tml...

hmm.. im left with nth to sae.. haha! see ya.. =)

tragedies of life... =\

2006-08-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

on sat when to bugis to get prezzie for noni n syami..

on sun we went to esplanade to celebrate noni's b'dae..

we(me,fieeda,fareeq) hid at the rooftop n surprised her with a cake..

it was a fun dae but not for long....

on the way back home 960 brokedown at the expressway n the engine was smoky, sooo scarie ok..

but its more scarie to see fieeda in shock coz her hand was cold n she grab my hand quite tightly..

she dun look ok at that moment n i have to brave up myself n told her that everything is gonna be alright..

luckily nth serious happened that nite..

the next dae which is mondae is a more terrifying dae for me n my classmates..

2 of my frenz fainted.. one of them got injured quite badly..

it was such a blur n scarie mondae morning for us..

we were worried for that 2 person but tank god they are fine rite now..

take care pak & meow..

sucky results.... urgghh...

2006-08-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

quite long nv update liao..

no mood ah... busy wif project too..

aniwae.. s'pore idol's result SUX big time...

yup.. u heard me...

joakim the monkey ass shld be out!!!

plz singapore.. this is afterall a SINGING competition..

are ur blardy EARS having some kind of problems??

@#!%#$^$%&$%#

screw u ppl for voting this way...

nt happy wif wat i juz said??

kindly press the X button NOW!!

its been fun fun fun!!

2006-08-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

on tuesdae we went for the fireworks at esplanade..

very niceeeee!! not bad uh...

after that we "lepak-lepak" n play some card games..

the most FUN is when we played heart attack n ppl ard are looking at us..

hahaha.. but ofcoz we dont care!! we continued playing..

its been so long since i luff till i cried n had stomach cramps..

after that i still kept luffin coz i find our reaction to the game was damn FUNNY!!

on wednesdae we went out again for a karaoke session at party world at wdls..

hahaha.. first time for me seh.. "jakun" liao...

but it was soooooooo FUN sia.. although some of the mly songs i dun really noe i juz sang along..

really sang my heart out.. the last half an hr was most happening!!

all of us sing together loudly... till we were breathless sia...

hahaha... we countdown also.. countdown to the time we have to leave the room.. LOL!!

very FUN la.. i wish there's more such outing... coz it makes me feel sooo happy..

tanx syami n wan for the treat.. tanx alot guys!!

for nw im a happy n tired goober... hahahaha... =))

one wk have past...

2006-08-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

its been a wk since Oscar passed away..

im lying if i said that im nt sad at all..

well, his presence can be felt by us..

juz now mom told me something which makes me feel sad...

while me n dad was busy attending to Oreo, mom was at the hall watching tv..

she said that suddenly she felt this strong wind at her leg and she heard scratching on the floor kinda noise under the sofa..

the scratching is lyk what my rabbits would do before they sit..

she found it weird coz it cant be Oreo since he was wif me n dad in the kitchen..

when mom told the story to us dad said that it might be Oscar's spirit..

i agree wif dad n told mom that it might be possible.. at the same time tears rolled down my cheeks..

i believe its Oscar's spirit..

thats y there's this one time i thought i saw him running across the hall.. ofcoz when i look again there's nth there..

i knew that he will be wif us eventhough he's gone forever..

i knew it...

still sad...

2006-08-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

y'dae had a talk wif my long lost sec sch fren, Rachel..

saw her online and immediately i felt that i need to inform her bout Oscar..

although we are in the same sch its hard to bump into each other..

i guess TP is big afterall..

i told her bout Oscar n she was shocked.. she told her mom too..

both of them cant believe it.. neither could i..

haizz.. there's alot of things i wanna tell her but it was quite late..

we definitely need a day out to do some catch up.. ok, maybe lots of catching up...

i miss ppl lyk Lisa, Jannah, Rachel.. my close close fren in sec sch..

i miss Norida n the gang too.. its been long since i hang out wif them..

miss these few ppl damn lots.. haizz..

i feel that these ppl are the ones that definitely understand me inside out..

they dun judge me.. they share wif me my hardhsip and sorrows..

im juz too busy wif sch.. i wish there's more time..

lyk one whole dae would have maybe 50hrs instead of juz 24hrs??

i noe its crappy to sae that.. its juz one of my random thoughts..

i may look happy n ok... but deep down inside im still sad.. very sad..

juz nw in bus on the way to sch, suddenly out of nowhere i thought bout Oscar..

my mind was thinking of lots of things.. n suddenly tears juz starts to flow down my cheeks..

ofcoz i get hold of myself n try nt to think so much bout it..

i noe its annoying to some ppl out there.. but if u really understand me u wont feel that way...

haizz... nth left to sae... ='(

Oscar's death..... Haiz.... T_T

2006-08-01T09:35:00.000+08:00

Oscar, beside Oreo's cage

This entry is specially for my beloved rabbit, Oscar.

He passed away on 30 July 2006, Sunday, around 3.40pm at the age of 6years.

As im typing this tears juz starts to roll down my cheeks.

I have alot of regrets.

Im terribly upset for not being there for his last breath.

I still cant accept the fact that he is gone forever.

Im so attached to Oscar coz i've been taking care of him for about 5years.

My another rabbit, Oreo, also suffer from Oscar's death.

From sunday, after we burried Oscar, Oreo have been going around the kitchen trying to find Oscar.

I tink Oreo is lonely now that Oscar is not there anymore.

Seeing Oreo behaving lyk that i feel more n more sad.

I tried to make Oreo understand that his big brother is not here anymore.

I even heard my dad talking to Oreo saying that Oscar his big brother is now gone and wont be back forever.

I cried when i heard my dad said that. Feeling so much heart pain now.

Been having slpless nights this few days. Haizzz.

Oscar may u rest in peace.

Now that you are gone everyone at home is very sad, especially ME.

You will forever be our beloved rabbit, the first rabbit we have ever taken care of that bring so much joy n hapiness to our home.

You are always missed and loved by us eventhough you are gone now.

Oscar please forgive me if i did not treat you good at any point of time in your life.

I always cherish you as my beloved pet. T_T

*Hope that one day i can finally move on and be strong. For now i still need more time.*

Oscar and Oreo

sick.. T_T

2006-07-27T09:44:00.000+08:00

haizzz.. sian... hate getting sick...

stomach flu... first time getting that... i think so...

MC on wednesday... abit bored staying at home...

after eating the med juz nw, im feeling abit blur now..

the med causes drowsiness.. supposed to make u slp n rest...

but nw im in sch... have to continue with my project...

juz hope i can bear wif it.. if nt i'll juz have to slp...

oh ya!! wanna share this few pics wif u guys...

enjoy!! hahaha...

(all these pics was drawn out of boredom, during one of our conversations on MSN)

we were talking bout Superband's MiluBing........

short intro about Superband's MiluBing... consist of 3 person... one is playing the guitar, one is playing the keyboard and one is playing the drum..

sm said "im the drum" and i replied "in that case im the keyboard(since that guy looks lyk mly and im a mly.. haha!) and kat is the guitar(she lyks that guy coz he looks cute n handsome.. lol!)".. but kat said that "noooo.. im the person playing the instrument not the instrument itself!".. therefore, sm drew this pic... kat playing 2 instruments, that is me n sm.. LOL!!

ok, for this pic.. basically, its showing the drum(drawn by sm) and the keyboard(drawn by me).. kat did'nt draw the guitar... too bad la.. haha! all i noe is my drawing sux....

last pic... sm drew... don't get it??
its milo plus ice...
MiluBing..!! Ice Milo..!!

hahahahahaha...

=))

2006-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

this whole week very slack ah....

mth much done for project...

no mood at times... but somehow i forced myself to do something at least..

some misunderstanding happened in my lab... i hope its juz us thinking too much...

its all that PUIIIIIIIREE fault la... kns...

dun wan to sae liao la... will get irritated sia...

todae's work was ok.. busy as per normal... wkend's crowd...

exchange some email add and hp no. among the new crews..

hahaha... so fun... =)

well, nth much left to sae.....

juz that tml going out wif F5.. follow them do project at City Hall...

woohoooo... it's goin to be a FUN FUN FUN!!

take care peeps!! =)

tired. pain. tired. pain.

2006-07-17T15:48:00.000+08:00

fri 14.07.06

went to east coast.. celebrated Ida's birthday... had so much fun... her family, us the F5 + wan & syami and some other friends were there... her family and some of her friends left around midnite.. after that we played UNO and murderer... it was quite far from the pit to mac and 7-11.. tanx to the bikes she rented we can go there without much of a problem... the guys bought some drinks.. mix n mix then play UNO and whoever is the loser muz drink.. haha! i drink till blur blur... after that everyone was tired and all went to slp in the HUGE tent..

sat 15.07.06

woke up ard 8 plus... wahhhh the headache damn pain sia... but felt better later on... they suggested that before we shower we should at least swim at the sea for awhile... so all of us went.. wth the sea damn dirty sia... so we walk futher down the beach and find a spot that's clean to swim.. after all that swimming some of us were feeling hungry.. wan suggsted that we should bbq the leftover chicken wings.. therefore, he bbq it and some of us went for a shower... after shower, some of the chicken wings were ready... shiok ah!! straight away we attack... hahaha! then it was our turn to bbq and the rest shower... after eating we pack up and head home... damn tired sia.. took taxi wif ida to help her carry the stuff back... slack at her house awhile and then took a cab home as i was damn tired that i cant even walk...

sun 16.07.06

went to a wedding to help out as they were short of people... clearing plates and glasses... the sickening thing is they used those heavy ceramic plates and those wine glasses... OMG!! its damn heavy sia and half way thru i kept complaining that my feet hurts alot(due to the walking).. but its the truth not that i was lazy... but i endure it all the way(of coz i kept mumbling that my feet hurts).. after everything was over.. wahhhhh the joy of being able to finally sit down and rest my feet was lyk heaven.. hahaha! went home straight after that.. and after taking a long shower and reading cleo while resting on the sofa, my feet starts to hurt alot... lyk really alot, worst than before... its so painful when i walk and my whole body starts to ache... my mom help me applied "yoko-yoko" as i was yelling that i could'nt take the pain anymore... it was that bad and i could'nt slp peacefully...

mon 17.07.06

woke up late as i could'nt slp peacefully due the pain... rush n rush.. made it for the 7.45 bus... i ran to the interchange thats why i can make it for that bus.. if not i would definitely be late.. of coz my whole body was aching from that run... but i juz bear wif it.. nothing much i can do... the moment i reached school, felt lyk a zombie... did'nt have the energy to talk when my fren called me... my arms felt so heavy as if im carrying heavy stuff around... my leg's muscle are so stiff and tensed up... pain pain pain is all i can describe for todae.. plus TIRED!!

Happy 19th Birthdae Fieeda!!! =))

2006-07-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Dearest Fieeda!!!

May you have happiness n gd health through out ur life...

I would lyk to thank YOU for always being there wif me thru thick n thin..

Im glad to have a Bestie lyk YOU!!! *NO REGRETS* hehe.. =))

Hope ur birthdae this year is a BLAST!!!

~ LuLu&Fieeda ~

~ Bestie Forever ~

Can't wait for FRIDAE!!! Pit Pit Pit!!!

WoooHooo!!

See ya soon babe...

Take Care...

=))

bad cramp dae.... =(

2006-07-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

had terrible terrible menses cramp at work... was trying to endure with it for as long as i could.. but in the end the pain was too much for me to take n i start to feel abit giddy...

my mngr saw me holding my stomach n asked me why.. i told him the reasons... then he asked me to eat panadol!! i told him i ate one at home already but the truth is i did'nt...

when i could'nt take the pain anymore, i went to the crews' room to squad down n bear with the pain... kak zuri saw me n helped me informed my mngr.. he asked me to go home n rest although my shift is nt over yet..

at first i dun feel lyk going home coz i noe i need that money badly... bills to pay, quite a few of my friend's b'dae is in july, been wanting to get a new shoe n some new tops for sch... but i rather go home n rest than fainting at work..

i'll juz have to be extra thrifty this month... shld be able to cover everything.. im hoping so.. haizz so suay.. first dae of menses falls on sat.. n sat is my only working dae... normally i will have bad cramps on my first dae.. so yea, i was damn suay..!! =(

on a brighter side, my auntie juz send durians to us.. at this hr~!! wooohooo.. i lyk.... better grab some before my family finish them up... hehe...

GROSS out... totally!

2006-07-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

super GROSS out todae... by a DISGUSTING pic...

if u were to see it... i can 100% confirm u will feel sick, gross out, have goosebumps, hair stands, shivers, etc.

i felt so disturbed by that pic for the entire day!! damn it...!! n my friends felt so too..

blame it on my curiousity..

i was eager to read the article... n when i saw the pic... OMG... @#%&&#$&^!@#&^$*#^&

ahhhhhhhhhh!!! im so gonna have nightmares tonite.... plz god erase it from my memory....

this is the first time i felt that my mind is being tortured brutally by a pic...

u can judge me now... u can sae im soooo DRAMA or wateva....

wait till i let u see the pic... u will be insane juz lyk me... lyk rite now!!

its driving me nuts.......

getting goosebumps n hair stands every single time i recall that pic...

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUWWW!!!!! *pukes*

bored...

2006-07-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

not been updating much past few days...

too tired n lazy..

nth much happened...

mon-fri: go to sch - slack, doing project, etc.

sat: work, watch tv, etc.

sun: chilled at home, went to cwp wif mom, online, etc.

oh ya... on sun started to have flu.. BORING....

haiyaaaa.... so irritating.. the flu is like ON n OFF... as if like a switch...

still nt so bad yet... still can bear wif it... haha... wait till i get those "tap water" kind....

i'll be lying on the floor wif the tissues stuff in my nose... ugly ugly.... hahahaha....

- - such a beautiful disaster - -

wat a dae...

2006-06-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

todae shirley n shimei was on MC...

left me n meow... lunch was ok... abit quiet la.. coz me n meow nt lyk shirley always gt jokes to share.. haha.. but the 2 of us did luff at sumtin... one of our crazie ideas... meow suggested.. LOL!

project nt much progress yet... still sian wif it la... but towards the end of the day, me n meow was rushing to print screen our work... did'nt manage to finish... shall continue wif it first thing in the morning...

after sch immediately went home... ask mom to buy for me bubble tea as the weather was so hot.. felt so thirsty n was craving for it.. hehehehe... (sounds lyk a pregnant lady!! omg!!)

okie la... superband started already.... GOT TO WATCH THE RESULT SHOW!!

see ya peeps....

Gd Nytezzz!! =)

quite a bored day.....

2006-06-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

y'dae woke up late for work.. rush rush rush to work.. so tired... nv eat or drink anitin...

then after work decided to eat Kakiage, my all time fav rice burger with my fav curry croquette pie for my crew meal...

suddenly half way thru eating the burger i felt weird.. felt lyk puking... the burger taste weird... but thats impossible... i fried a new filling for the burger n the sauce is a new one.. thinking its a waste to throw the burger, i forced myself to finish it up...

for the first time i felt so miserable eating that burger... my fav leh.. nw i have doubts bout it.. haha! sounds weird rite...

reached home ard 7 plus.. watch tv, online, watch videos on youtube.. juz slacking at home whole nite... mom did'nt cook anitin for dinner.. no snacks too.. so hungry n nth to eat...

slpt late ard 4.30am n woke up ard 3.30pm todae.. haha.. shiokkkk ah!! 11hrs...!! its been such a long time since i get a gd long slp...

first thing when i woke up is to find FOOD.. i was so so so hungry... but was very disappointed to find that my mom oni fried goreng pisang.. -__-"

therefore, i ate cereals with milk n some goreng pisang for a late lunch... ard 7plus i was sooo hungry that i grumble alot n was pissed at everything... haha.. nt my fault... i need FOOD n was feeling kinda lethargic...

so i suggested to my dad that we should order pizzas!! he agreed n off i go searching for Pizza Hut's delivery pamphlete.. found it n immediately decides with my mom what to order... the line was so busy n i had to wait n wait till sum1 pick up my call...

pizzas came ard 9.. me, dad n mom straight away open up the box n charge!!! i guess all of us were damn hungry that we cant wait any longer... hahaha... felt so full after that...

dunno y suddenly im beginning to have flu... been sneezing eversince i woke up todae... plz dun tell me im falling sick... i hate getting sick coz i hate medicines... n i won't eat any till im terribly sick n cant even walk...

so im hoping that its juz a normal flu n it would be gone by tmr... plz plz plz... *prays*

take a look....

2006-06-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFN__RFtWzE&search=suicide

came across this video...

thought of sharing it wif u guys...

have a look...

its a pretty gd video...

but there's some gruesome pics, juz to inform..

this video left an impact on me...

how bout u?

Full-Of-Laughter DAY!!

2006-06-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

todae was quite fun.... =)

shirley gave me links of videos in youtube bout some japan pranks..

yea some kind of prank done to the public... hahaha... LMAO!!

everyone who watched those videos had a great laugh.. seriously, ppl were even crying as they were laughing... it was tooooooooooooooo farnie!!

i tried to control my laughter but in the end i juz burst out laughing out loud..

i dun have the links now.. i wish i do so that i can share it wif u guys...

if i manage to find those links i'll post it here aite...

im sure u guys gonna LOVE it... hahaha!!

mom's getting better... MUCH better... thank GOD!!

my project still SUX lyk usual... nt that i hate it or wateva... juz that i dun understand the codes... im a SLOW learner u see... n i give up easily...

my bad..... =
really feel lyk watching some movies rite now... silent hill, the omen, the nun, scary movie4, etc.

there's alot of nice movies out there.. juz wish i had the money and time...

hope tmr is a fine fine dae for ME...

morning madness....

2006-06-21T09:05:00.000+08:00

almost miss 168 juz nw, luckily i saw it coming out from the bus park and quickly ran to the interchange as fast as i could...

thank god i did'nt miss that bus or else im doom!!!

mom is still sick.. no idea when she's gonna recover..

me n dad been doing all the household chores....

he washes the clothes i fold them...

i still have to sweep the floor, make sure the kitchen and hall is clean and tidy, make sure all the stuff ard the house is in place...

my mom is a perfectionist lyk me... i would sae i inherit that from her... haha!

i still have to clean my bro's room besides my own.. guys nv clean up their own room izzit?? kns so lazy sia....

my mom nv cook much food too.. oni sardines n eggs.. simple stuff that she can manage to cook..

haizzz... its really tough nt having ur mom managing the house...

hope she will recover real soon.... *prays*

ok... shirley called me liao..!! time to go down for breakfast!!

QINOBE is out... =(

2006-06-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

mom is still sick... she's slping when i gt back home frm sch...

muz be those nasty virus... very stubborn.. hard to get well...

hope she will be ok in few days time...

its tough nt having her ard to manage the house...

on the other hand, its a sad monday nite...

why?? coz QINOBE is out of superband... kaozzz... i lyk them leh...

haizzz, wat to do... ppl nv vote... so they out lor...

wateva it is... QINOBE rawksss!!

and...........

im starting to feel the pressure for my project...

ahhhhhh!!! die liao.... =(

fun dae!!

2006-06-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

todae was great... it was so FUN!!

went out wif the F5 to chill n slack ard town...

had a late lunch at lucky plaza...(freaky place)

then we went to Esplanade to play UNO till it was bout 7 plus...

after that we walked to Bugis to get some food n drinks..

was very thirsty n hungry after all that walking... tired leh!!

as all of us were feeling tired, we decided to head back home after eating...

when i reached home i found that my mom is still slping...

i was thinking of how long have she slept...

coz if i was nt wrong she have been slping since last nite.. guess she is still sick...

my mom n me hate going to the doctor.. but we have diff reasons...

her reason is: going to the doctor is a waste of money..

my reason is: i hate eating medicine!!! (i noe.. sounds lyk a kid rite?)

in the end my dad brought her to our family clinic downstairs as she did nt get any better..

hope my mom will be ok soon... =\

sian...

2006-06-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

almost homeless coz of one smart-ass....

thanks to my mom's alertness... thanks to my mom for being at home that dae...

if nt for her.. i tink my house would have caught on fire n burnt down...

haizz... shall nt sae bout this animore... makes me feel upset n angry...

nowadays life is so bored for me....

juz revolving around sch n work... such a boring life rite...

i long for the dae where i would juz enjoy enjoy and enjoy...

missing the old times....

Lyrics...

2006-06-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

Wilber Pan Feat. Zhang Xiang Zhi - Bu De Bu Ai

tian tian dou xu yao ni ai
wo de xing shi you ni cai
I love you
wo jiu shi yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai

tian tian ba ta gua zhui bian
dao di shen me shi zhen ai
I love you
dao di you ji fen shuo de bi xiang xiang geng kuai

shi wo men gang qing feng fu tai kang kai
hai shi you shang tian ang pai
shi wo men ben lai jiu shi na yi ban
hai shi she bu de tai guai
shi na yi chi yue ding le mei you lai
rang wo ku de xiang xiao hai
shi wo men ji zhe zheng ming wo chun zai
hai shi bu ai hui fa dai

bu de bu ai, fou zhi kuai le chong he er lai
bu de bu ai, fou zhi bei shang chong her er lai
bu de bu ai, fou zhi wo jiu shi qu wei lai

hai xiang shen me you qi bu neng zhi ji hen shi bai
ke shi mei tian dou guo de jing cai

tian tian dou xu yao ni ai
wo de xing shi you ni cai
I love you
wo jiu shi yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai

tian tian ba ta gua zhui bian
dao di shen me shi zhen ai
I love you
dao di you ji fen shuo de bi xiang xiang geng kuai

RAP :
I ask gal fren how you been
lai qu le ji hui
wo chong lai mei you xiang guo ai qing hui bian de ru chi wu nai,
shi ming yun ma, nan dao nan guo shi shang tian de an pai,
mei ban fa,
tian tian de mei tian de xing shi dao di you shui lai pei,
wo cheng xin, ni cheng yi
dan zhou wei rao ren huan jin shi zhong rang wo men wu fa zai zhi li zhi you xiang lian
wo jin cai, ni fa dai,
liang ke xin bu an de yao bai,
ying gai you de wei lai,
shi fou zhen ne na me wu fa qi dai
she bu de zai shang hai,
you're my girl my girl my friend
how much I love you so so much
kan zhe ni ai chou
yao wo ru he zhen me cheng shou mian dui
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart
my love
my one and only baby

hui bu hui you yi dian wu nai
hui bu hui you yi dian tai kuai
ke shi ni gei wo de ai
rang wo yang cheng le yi lai
xing zhong chong man ai de jie pai

[Got the lyrics from yahoo search engine.. Enjoy~!]

#$&$%*%^(#$^#$&$%^%&#

2006-06-15T10:21:00.000+08:00

sickening ppl siak..!!!!!!!! @#!%#$&%*^%#&%

alamak feel lyk SMACKIN back wif vulgars sia...

nvm keep keep n keep...

for what keep? save the mess ah... what else?

but there's always a limit...

i am a vulgar person.. so what? not happy bout it?

sorrie ah thats nt my prob...

u step on my feet first...

someday i will step back on urs...

one fine day...

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2006-06-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!

Juz-B is out of Superband!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

What the heck sia.... !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#!@#

I cried during the results show...

Fieeda also cried, she told me...

Who would'nt.. Even her sis cried ok..

It's too sad n the last part when they sang Kiss Goodbye, it was so touching...

Haizz... I hate Superband's results...

Always crappy n nonsense.... It's obvious who does'nt deserve to stay...

OBVIOUS WHAT!!!!! *pui*

!@#$%^(*&^%@#$%^&&*&^%$#

@#$%^&&(*&^%$#@!@#%^#$^

2006-06-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

i dun feel good...

i feel so miserable..

i feel so angry..

i feel lyk crying...

im so tired of all this nonsense..

i want this to stop...

but can it? will it?

impossible...

i wish someone will stab me to death rite nw...

i cant take it anymore...

i tink im gonna break down any moment..

u can call me stupid or anything.. u can sae "what a drama!!"...

it does'nt matter to me..

i juz wish somewhere out there someone really understand what im feeling rite nw..

juz a person will do.. i'll be happy...

tired... very tired...

2006-05-28T19:02:00.001+08:00

im getting more n more lazy n tired to even blog... all i feel is tired tired tired...

n the weird thing is im nt having any cough but my throat seems to be painful when i swallow anitin.. even my own saliva...

maybe its because of the hot weather... i dunno.. working on the weekends is nt as fun as last time.. no more "gerek" ppl... all quit liao... left me n kak zuri sia...

sibei sian ok... sad sia... and nw since there is less ppl working, the stress is more than usual.. there's juz a few workers trying to attend to all the customers... its nt easy ok...

i tot i was goin to faint rite in the middle of all the customers on sat... it was so busy that im attending to 3 or 4 of them at a time...

as im doing cs(customer service) on sat, my job is to sent the food to the customers... ofcoz to attend to them at the same time.. eg: if they request for mayo or chilli or bla bla bla...

usually there will be 2 ppl doin cs... but because we are lack of workers i have to do it all ALONE... i was running here n there lyk mad... customers are asking me where's their food, why their table are nt clean yet, bla bla bla...

very stress la... so im juz letting out all of my sorrows here... if u dun lyk the way im blogging about all this stuff here, PLZ leave nw.. dun read on..

life is nv this miserable.. how i wish time would stop for me back when i was in sec sch... wanna noe y? back then i go to sch feeling happy n always looking forward to it.. i nv regretted anitin... i was enjoying my life...

i was very sporty, i nv had to worry about anitin except for the exams... i was so active.. having fun everydae without fail wif my frenz... my life was so smooth.. it was perfect... i was the most happiest gurl in the world...

nw its so different... poly life is very stressful.. it was nv meant to be easy.. im nt as active as last time n i have to work to pay my hp bills n get myself some clothes to wear to sch... my parents did'nt gave me any extra cash except for my pocket money..

therefore, everything that i own such as my shoes, bags, hp, clothings are all bought by my own hard earn money... i noe that my mom is nt working.. therefore, i did'nt expect her to give me any money... as for my dad... ok la since he's the only one supporting the family i have to understand the fact that he is nt able to give me any extra cash for my own use...

haizz... so i cant complain or blame my parents for all this hardship.. i guess entering poly is when my life starts to change.. for the worst or for the better, im nt sure either... im only hoping that i can hang on n survive this phase..

to those out there whu are living a life that is full of bliss n lesser hardship, plz do cherish it...

Bu De Bu Ai

2006-05-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

i luv this song.... wilber pan feat. zhang xiang zhi - bu de bu ai

very nice can... but when that stupid superband grp sang this song, i was devastated!!

this whole wk of attachment is still the same.. so boring so lame...

but tanx to shirley, that's when the jokes n laughter comes in...

its nice to luff till i cry n have stomach cramps, takes all the sorrows away..

but in the end.. when u go home everything is back to normal..

back to reality... no more jokes no more laughing...

i dunno wats goin on in my mind...

there's soo much for me to tink about... everything and anything...

well, todae sux la... a sad dae for me...

lisa's cat died this morning.. when i received the msg i cried....

call me dumb if u want to.. but juz noe that my love for animals is deep..

i luv dogs, cats, rabbits, hamsters, guinea pigs, etc...

i feel that they are as important as us human beings... n i luv my rabbits lotss!!

n i cried bout other stuff la which aint worth mentioning...

haizz.. i hate this kind of emotional torture... it hurts so bad... lyk nobody's business..

T_T

*The Gurl Whom Nobody Knew*

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movie dae wif dokies!

outing with the gerek ppl.

fun fun fun!!

new year!

goodbye raymond, u're dearly missed. :(

new layout! weeeee!

kak riesta's wedding!

its been awhile....

i now pronounce u chuck n larry...

disappointed.

sun was a blast!

can't slp! help!

bored at work man...

addicted!

its been a long time.....

national dae SUX!

jogging was great! =D

what a great wkend!!

goshh its been a long time...

perm at kw!! =)

job offer...

at work......

we will miss u forever Oreo.. =\

long time since i last blog...

sian..

birthdaes celebrations...

great dae..

dancefloor madness!!!

shoppinggggg.... =))

baby aleesha.... =)

boring...

link..

ok dae for me..

finally...

sickkkkk.. urgh~

haizzz..

almost black out...

fun dae...

phewwww...

mixed emotions...

so bored in sch...

sadded...

lepak session wif the gang..

movie wif gr..

a sad dae that turn out happy..

great dae, i truly enjoy it...

happie new year...

i luv u guysss!!

BBQ PIT!!

a day at escape theme park...

my loveeee...

shopping wif MOM!!

SHOPPING!!

fun dae wif the F5...

WOW!!

REBOND!!! =)

lotsss to update...

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul

upload of Hong Kong pics!!

slacking for the wkends...

"breaking fast" wif the gang cum buying of Fuzza's prezzie..

Hady Mirza Our Singapore Idol 2 Winner!!!

SINGAPORE IDOL!!!

singapore idol.......

woooshh...

this is it!!

very very very tired....

a walk to remember...

fun dae!

i miss oscar.......

ohhh soooo bored!

tragedies of life... =\

sucky results.... urgghh...

its been fun fun fun!!

one wk have past...

still sad...

Oscar's death..... Haiz.... T_T

sick.. T_T

The Gurl Whom Nobody Knew

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