known as: LuLu/Nurul/Fariha/Adek
currently: 20 yrs old
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email: pinkgerl_79@hotmail.com

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.Fieeda.
.Fareeq.
.Fuzza.
.Laila.
.Jann.
.Lisa.
.Shefa.
.Syimah.
.Aini.
.Jaslyn.
.Dawn.
.Shirley.
.Geraldine.
.Iskandar.
.Mas.
.Zul.
.Sulz.
.Mimi.

.Designer.

well the outing was canceled coz BBB had some other important matters to attend to.

ofcoz me n fieeda was disappointed. we were looking forward to it. its been donkey and monkey years since we last when to mustafa centre (pardon me for the spelling).

but its ok family comes first rite. so we are cool with it. we were thinking wkdays might be ok too eventhough its after work. still it would be freaking fun la.

fieeda was ok with after work so was i. so i told BBB the shop might close though n he told me that nope mustafa centre closes late.

i thought oh well this is great we can still make it. the reason why we didnt change it to sun instead? fieeda is working on sun.

so it wouldnt be fun for me to go with BBB only. it will be boring without fieeda. 3 makes a great crowd aite.

n no we're not some lesbo shits where everything have to be done together ok!

n as i was fucking fucking tired on fri nite i decided to dive rite into my bed as soon as i reached home. it was 12 plus pm ok. im dead tired from work n to top that following mom ard hunting for bedsheets. n to top on top of that(if u get what i mean) waiting for my aunt at paragon thinking there's a midnight sale goin on at metro paragon.

fuck la. there isnt any ok. shit. they close right on the dot which is 9.30 pm!

so we went on walking ard town aimlessly. n we did visit some shop that participate in the midnight sale. it was a waste of time la. although they were having 20% discount here n there being tired and feeling almost dead is such a lousy feeling when ure shopping.

all i was thinking was to get back home asap shower n slp!!

ok so as i was about to dive in i received a msg. it was from BBB.

boy did that make me wide awake for a sec. he told me n fieed that it was ok, we do not need to accompany him anymore to hunt for his stuff. he fears that we might have a lousy mood after work coz we might be feeling tired n all shits from work. so he decided to go with his best bud on sun.

what did i reply? nothing. i went straight to bed. within less than a min i was in a deep slp. thank god.

am i trying to say something here? yes i am. im trying to be brutally honest. im pissed with BBB. for having such thoughts that me n fieeda will have a lousy mood bla bla bla that shits.

hey for ur info BBB, we are more than happy glad overjoyed to accompany u, ya know that?

its been awhile since we 3 had an outing together. rmb back in sch? we used to hang out just the 3 of us. it was fucking fun wasnt it? me n fieeda thought this was a great idea. but nope. it aint great anymore.

u're probably thinking "why the hell u didnt tell me lulu?" rite? probably. im just guessing here.

well i felt that since uve decided to go with ur best bud i shall not say anything much bout it. just feel pissed n get over it.

but i think its unfair to u. so here i am ranting. it might make me sound as if im petty jealous or wateva u guys call it.

oh well. im done with it. i hope u will have fun BBB. dun mind me being pissy, u go ahead.

i might be label as a bitch after what ive just said; or even a petty bitch. might be, probably.

but i strongly believe we gotta be honest with our feelings. its better that way although it might make a frenship turn sour or a realtionship turn bad, honesty is the best policy.

u might hate me after this BBB but its ok if u do ya know. at least i know deep inside im relieved.

oh well, this has been a fucking "great" one of a hell long entry huh?

its time to sae goodbye.

so, bye n gd night!