Friday, January 05, 2007
It All Happened @ 2:02 AM
sch for todae was rather gloomy.. a certain subject that i've been struggling for quite awhile totally breaks me apart early in the morning.. was crying thru the lesson coz i totally lost it.. didnt really knew wat happen to me but i tink its called "breakdown".. went to the toilet n continued sobbing coz i felt that all i could do at that point of time was to cry.. yup, i know that sounds useless n pathetic.. but i was really feeling down n shitty...
felt abit better in the afternoon.. but in the evening i felt even much better after the dinner n all that walking n talking.. had fun todae n met some new frenz.. n i muz sae at the end of the dae no more sadness no more stressed up.. felt totally happy n thankful.. i wish for more of these happy moments.. but that cant be guranteed, definitely.. it all depends on how tragic my life can be..
*i hope n pray wif the hectic schedule for tml, i wont breakdown again.. u have to be strong Lulu, u juz have to..*
(oh ya! that guy whom i saw performing at cineleisure on countdown was indeed the guy frm tp.. hahaha, wat a small world!)