Thursday, August 03, 2006
It All Happened @ 9:43 AM

y'dae had a talk wif my long lost sec sch fren, Rachel..

saw her online and immediately i felt that i need to inform her bout Oscar..

although we are in the same sch its hard to bump into each other..

i guess TP is big afterall..

i told her bout Oscar n she was shocked.. she told her mom too..

both of them cant believe it.. neither could i..

haizz.. there's alot of things i wanna tell her but it was quite late..

we definitely need a day out to do some catch up.. ok, maybe lots of catching up...

i miss ppl lyk Lisa, Jannah, Rachel.. my close close fren in sec sch..

i miss Norida n the gang too.. its been long since i hang out wif them..

miss these few ppl damn lots.. haizz..

i feel that these ppl are the ones that definitely understand me inside out..

they dun judge me.. they share wif me my hardhsip and sorrows..

im juz too busy wif sch.. i wish there's more time..

lyk one whole dae would have maybe 50hrs instead of juz 24hrs??

i noe its crappy to sae that.. its juz one of my random thoughts..

i may look happy n ok... but deep down inside im still sad.. very sad..

juz nw in bus on the way to sch, suddenly out of nowhere i thought bout Oscar..

my mind was thinking of lots of things.. n suddenly tears juz starts to flow down my cheeks..

ofcoz i get hold of myself n try nt to think so much bout it..

i noe its annoying to some ppl out there.. but if u really understand me u wont feel that way...

haizz... nth left to sae... ='(