Sunday, May 28, 2006
It All Happened @ 7:02 PM
im getting more n more lazy n tired to even blog... all i feel is tired tired tired...
n the weird thing is im nt having any cough but my throat seems to be painful when i swallow anitin.. even my own saliva...
maybe its because of the hot weather... i dunno.. working on the weekends is nt as fun as last time.. no more "gerek" ppl... all quit liao... left me n kak zuri sia...
sibei sian ok... sad sia... and nw since there is less ppl working, the stress is more than usual.. there's juz a few workers trying to attend to all the customers... its nt easy ok...
i tot i was goin to faint rite in the middle of all the customers on sat... it was so busy that im attending to 3 or 4 of them at a time...
as im doing cs(customer service) on sat, my job is to sent the food to the customers... ofcoz to attend to them at the same time.. eg: if they request for mayo or chilli or bla bla bla...
usually there will be 2 ppl doin cs... but because we are lack of workers i have to do it all ALONE... i was running here n there lyk mad... customers are asking me where's their food, why their table are nt clean yet, bla bla bla...
very stress la... so im juz letting out all of my sorrows here... if u dun lyk the way im blogging about all this stuff here, PLZ leave nw.. dun read on..
life is nv this miserable.. how i wish time would stop for me back when i was in sec sch... wanna noe y? back then i go to sch feeling happy n always looking forward to it.. i nv regretted anitin... i was enjoying my life...
i was very sporty, i nv had to worry about anitin except for the exams... i was so active.. having fun everydae without fail wif my frenz... my life was so smooth.. it was perfect... i was the most happiest gurl in the world...
nw its so different... poly life is very stressful.. it was nv meant to be easy.. im nt as active as last time n i have to work to pay my hp bills n get myself some clothes to wear to sch... my parents did'nt gave me any extra cash except for my pocket money..
therefore, everything that i own such as my shoes, bags, hp, clothings are all bought by my own hard earn money... i noe that my mom is nt working.. therefore, i did'nt expect her to give me any money... as for my dad... ok la since he's the only one supporting the family i have to understand the fact that he is nt able to give me any extra cash for my own use...
haizz... so i cant complain or blame my parents for all this hardship.. i guess entering poly is when my life starts to change.. for the worst or for the better, im nt sure either... im only hoping that i can hang on n survive this phase..
to those out there whu are living a life that is full of bliss n lesser hardship, plz do cherish it...